Women are creatures that naturally overreact. Men do as well. The differences that I've noticed is that women use tears - men use silence - women use words - men use violence. VERY GENERAL WORDS HERE, VERY, VERY GENERAL.

I'm listening, or just about to, to a radio show I was introduced to by someone with a J-name...
It's called Dark Horizons, mostly gothic industrial. (Tampa community radio!!!)

You'd think - well that's a bit far from emo isn't it?? I think I'm more of an emo girl, those emo rockers ~ ROCK MY SOCKS RIGHT THE FUCK OFF!!! ~ *hello* Connor Oberst can... I don't think I wanna incriminate myself any more with that sentance...

*hee hee* *evil grin*

Anyway - Actually I listened to industrial ~ BEFORE ~ I knew any emo kids... I don't think any of you who read this knew the *perky goth* *Natasha*!!! Wow, I was gothie for a long time too! By the way, I've seen how goths dance... I'm still laughing...

My sister is going to take me out driving tomarrow... I should set a date for when i want to take my drivers test. I leave for PR the 6th. Three Kings Day. Gold, Frankincense, Myrrh, remember? When do I get back?... lemme go check...

The 10th, monday - I think is the tentative date for my landing safely house. I say house because I don't think of this as my home.... I have to pick out earrings that match and my mother doesn't want me wearing black on the trip. My nails are silver now, like little lighning bolt flashes on the keys... I still need socks for the trip. Yes, I own socks. But I wanted cute new ones!!! I bought a massive amount of cute new underwear! I'll be wearing Snoopy on my pelvic bone, Hello Kitty on my ass... if I'm not mistaken Oscar the Grouch will also my proclaiming "Get Lost" on my fanny... why can I never find BATGIRL UNDIES!!! Supergirl underwear they have enough to gag on - BATGIRL... CATWOMAN! They have none...

Elise, my sister made cookies AGAIN~! (She's trying to make me fat...) I didn't realize I had THIS MUCH SELF CONTROL.... large plate... chocolate chip... and TOFFEE chips... BUT coffee tomorrow morning WILL have cookie crumbs.... (I'm babbling as I'm listening to Dark Horizons by the way...)

I just won tickets to VNV Nation, paying at the Masquarade in Tampa on the 8th... I'm leaving them for John to pick up...

I'm not kidding.... I just won them....

I JUST WON TICKETS~!!!!! ON THIS SHOW~!!!!

i love mail

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did I mention...I GOT GARDEN STATE IN THE MAIL!!!???

my sister just put it right in!
I GOT GARDEN STATE IN THE MAIL!!!

THANK YOU ELISE AND CHRISTIAN~!!!
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THANK YOU ELISE AND CHRISTIAN~!!!

Thank you Zack Braff... I hope I find a cute little genius like you!

HUMOR!

THANK YOU ELISE AND CHRISTIAN~!!!

I think I wanna move by the way... I kinda sick of the situation.... I WANT MORE....
I WANT TO WATCH GARDEN STATE NOW!

THANK YOU ELISE AND CHRISTIAN~!!!

I'm at home today - Kinda like everyday...

I've got my radio *full blast*...(makes it harder to hear the phone) I've got paper, everywhere - ribbon - paint in my hair! ink all over... I love ink! Music is a miracle happening in my ears....

I'm running to and from the keys - *tapping on them* - I would cut my nails but they make such a delightful sound... They are painted black today. Maybe tomarrow too, maybe blue tomarrow?
I'm making books today. Gifts mostly... curious experiments - but what does it all mean?

Boredom - if you notice your entirely too bored - that's a sin. So much to do, so much to do... less time to do it in - NO! It's not to say "hurry hurry!" or ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO DO ~ GO WORK~! ... ew ... heavens, no ... balance my children, balance... *lol* how many things am I doing at the moment? and that's not even even including the flurry and fire of my neurons!
Maybe I'm trying to not think of something else... someone else... *lol*... at least I'm honestly letting you read between the lines!

Wide

Open

Lines

*hee hee* - I liked that image.... CD CHANGE!
better.ness - I also have a huge paper cutter on my table... I'm the mad scientist of crafting... Craftology, the study of mis.mosh! Little viles and jars of silver and gold and pink and black... scissors - paisley - whole puches - stamps... STICKERS! and fairies... they are around here somewhere... fire burned edges are the BEST! I need more ispiration... coffee? Froud? the letter from C and E!!!

I think I need metallic green...

I want to learn to make fimo subit to my will... but oh well... fimo is like clay - you bake it - make stuff...... I need a rabbit hole....!

ANYWAY~!

All I knew is that she had a barrel, a trigger, insanity and bullets. You can’t talk to a psycho like a normal human being. – In all fairness, I wasn’t going to try. We couldn’t have been past the 5th floor, maybe we were closer to the ground, I can’t remember the elevator ride down. All the innocent faces got blurry as well. I couldn’t handle knowing exactly how many people I was trying to save. How many people does a song reach? Enough.

She had something that belonged to Jarrod Gorbel and Aaron Kamstra. I can’t remember what it was but I know they needed it. That and hostages. I was suppose to bring her message to the negotiator. I was suppose to save everyone. The message was, send J, and we did it – we sent him. He never came down. I knew I had to go up. Why I didn’t, I was debating with someone about something horribly stupid. I can’t remember. I just remember open fire into the crowd. Then I saw Jarrod, laying in his own blood.

I remember the hospital afterwards. He said he trusted me and I let him down.

…that was my dream last night…

I also stayed up till past 3 in the morning playing the Sims 2... *innocent grin*
...it's 9:30 a.m. I've been up for at least an hour... that's not bad right? *eh*

I'm watching the Sandlot....

YOU PLAY BALL LIKE A GIRL~!

Sometimes I'm such a girl... this movie is so cute.... great great greatness...

Christmas update: I got a lot of cool new stationary~!!! I'll be sending it out as soon as I get some stamps! ((tomorrow?))

Bright Eyes tickets: Three in my pocket... anyone wanna come with???

now that I've lured you into a false sense of security....
I have to say I'm a bit jealous. I know I'm being silly but I can't help it. I do really like him and I havn't even met him yet... I've dreamed of him you know!

*sigh* oh brother needs the net.... darn....

I HAVE THE COOLEST FRIENDS EVER.......


ever......

ever ever ever ever......


THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1