... let's tune out by turn'n on the radio!
So I was going to purchase a Format shirt - support my new music - I was sad. No 'girl cut.' I'm sick of having to wear guys attire. Even when I make shirts - I have to buy boys t-shirt packages - okay sure - the breasts look awesome in them BUT the girl cut helps the waistline. After being sick for so long - after... things... I'm ready. My favorite duck pants - I have to post a picture of them one of these days... they don't fit anymore. My tuxedo pants, way to big... it feels great to be getting... skinny *blah* foreign phrases, it matters because why? *shrug* I look healthier... good start.
I dreampt I was a superhero last night - Forget the prince, go for the hero. I'm hope'n to be Jubilee for Halloween. (Lot's of yellow *lol*) There was a micro chip on my roof. And a long story insued (sp?) till my "team" conquered the night. There were lots of cheesy costumes that I love.
Party tomarrow. After fun I'll post like regular.
"All of us get lost in the darkness, dreamers learn to steer by the stars."

"Photographers do it in dark rooms."

This is called "post cheating." Thank you robin and Laura.
1. What is your full name? *Natasha*...it's got the whole 'Cher' / 'Madonna' thing going on... but cooler.....
2. What color trousers are you wearing right now? *lol* I’m not wearing pants or trousers!... I’m in my skivvies which I use for pj’s… I use pj’s to go out in….
3. What are you listening to right now? Modest Mouse is in the player, the Format is playing in my head and my sister is listening to My Big Fat Greek Wedding in the other room. My brother is making more noise than one should as they iron… my dog is scratching against the sofa next to me – Morning doves are talking to my parakeets….
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 93
5. What was the last thing you ate? Coffee – no chewing involved. The first chapter in Needfull Things by Stephen King.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? iridescent dreamer
7. How is the weather right now? Clear skies all around – 2o% of rain, 100% chance of purchasing chips and dips for our party and lots of love from my doggie babies.
8. Last person you talked to on the phone? My mother…she calls ever 20min...
9. First thing you notice about a man/woman? Laughter, smile ~ then eyes then brain….
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I got this sent by two people robin, the artist and my littlest sister Laura and I love both of them but they are way to talented and sometimes I want to steal their talent and paint it onto my finger tips so it will absorb into my person and…. nevermind….
11. How are you today? Peachy keen, tired, very mint car *lol* maybe more tune out….
12. Favorite drink: REAL strawberry beverages, Strawberry Lemonade, Strawberry Wine….
13. Favorite alcoholic drink: I’ve never gotten drunk but I feel like I should support Bacardi because I’m from Puerto Rico – and they give you free drinks when you go on the tour of the factory… nice logo as well…
14. Favorite sports: Hockey – players are so damn cute and the legs on soccer players! I used to like baseball players but they all got fat!
16 Eye color: Brown – slightly asian looking – I have been asked if I know Chinese.
17. Do you wear contacts? Have worn… I think I’m more a glasses girl.
18. Siblings: Rachel Isaly (Names after Raquel Welch, the sexiest woman ever, other than Angelina Jolie and I Shall Always Love You,) Victor Anthony (Dad’s first name and Mom’s dad’s middle name,) Zabrina Rebecca (She was suppose to be last, thus the Z, and no idea about her middle,) Nery Laura (Mom’s mom middle and greatgra’ma I think.)
19. Favorite month: JUNE – my birthday (Gemini’s ROCK) October… Halloween and Fall is my favorite season.
20. Favorite Food: good Greek salad; grapes; appetizers; breakfast (as long as he makes it …*hee hee hee*)
21. Last movie you watched: really watched… Creator; Kung Pow; Kill Bill; and Tank Girl!
22. Favorite day of the year: today, tomorrow… make the most out of everyday…
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yesh! Oh heavens yes… which is sad but I’ll get better when I feel I look a little better – then you won’t be able to stop me!
24. Summer or winter? Or…
25. Hugs or kisses? Kisses – passionate or small, long or sweet….
26. Chocolate or Vanilla? Strawberry
27. Do you want friends to write back? If they got something to say… yah… we can take this outside! Yah yah …. Outside…the flagpole, after school….
28. Who is the most likely to respond? I would have said my sister, she’s another sucker for these things but my imaginary friend Noah Whey Owt…
29. Who is the least likely to respond? Robin and Laura, they’ve already done this goofy thing.
30. What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "happiness"? Love!
31. Living arrangements: Share’n a room with the worlds messiest person, my sister Rachel! And the five other heathens that live in my house….
32. What books are you reading: Needful Things – Webster’s Dictionary – Anything my friends write, Heather; Christian; Akiba
33: What's on your mouse pad? This is a laptop – no mice involved, lord knows I’ll never build the better mouse trap… touch pad… *kinky*
34: Where do you see yourself in 15 years? That’s a hella long time! Loving – lot’s of loving….
35. Ever been in love? Yup, It’s the greatest feeling! It’s sad when he doesn’t “in love” you back but I can wait till the next he does…
36. Favorite number? Three
37. What do you wear to bed? Depends who I’m sleeping with ~ SO THERE!
There were two other questions that were a little strange… so I’ll ask one of my favorite questions.
38. Are you a cat person or a dog person? DOG PERSON ~ and let me tell you alliances are made and wars are started by this question….so which are you, …punk…..?

Here we are, trying to plan a party. When I plan a fiesta I try to go all out with the little money I have. I notice the least money I have the more creative I get. My littlest sister Laura is turning 18. Never mind how old I feel ~ I want her to have a great time. We, myself and two more sisters, are in charge of preparations for this historic event. Food, friends, music, movies, and party favors! What the hell do 18 year olds want in a party favor? I’m 24 and I love cheep plastic. ‘can’t help it, I guess. I was going to get these cute little watercolor paint sets – my other sister said they wouldn’t like them… the mini UNO was too expensive. I adore ‘mini!’ I’m so ready to throw this party, some people seem a little less than excited. We’re going to have a scrapbook table so everyone who goes can fill out a page so she can remember this little lovefest. Neon and music. She (Little Laura) also wants checkered.

HELP THE FORMAT IS STUCK IN MY HEAD ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn’t realize I liked music this much. I use my mothers laptop to write, pop in a cd, type away. I’m beginning to notice the word ‘float’ in all my favorite songs. I can’t help it! I was cleaning out my stuff the other day and I found a black film container, it sounded like a maraca. Okay so what the hell is in this? Beads. Queequeg went to the Sarasota Film festival. Jeremy took apart a necklace he had – I took the extra beads. A space shuttle had went down and he made a shirt. He and Christian were really depressed about it. Ryan got drunk. Anthony’s car got broken into. Everybody loved Queequeg. Some random girl bought someone a drink. Chris met us over there. We weren’t all staying in the same place. Jeremy bought a box of sugar-free cookies and ate them in Ry’s car. I was sitting in crumbs for a week. Just so these Moby Dick boys know ~ I may not be dating Ryan but that doesn’t mean you’ve lost a cheerleader! Maybe my next shirt should be ‘queegueg groupie.’ But I still like ‘save the whales, collect the whole set’ with all the incarnations of the logo….

Laura's party... the 28th. 11am to 3pm.... everyone is invited... lots of free food! My house (remember it's in St Cloud!) She'll be 18... my littlest sister, goodness....

I’m awesomely lucky. At this particular moment, no worries. None. It’s Sunday morning. I think my dad is home, but he’s sleeping. I do have a lot of things to do. I’ve tons of things most people would tell me to worry about. But it’s all future happenings anyway. My family is getting tired of the tipidy-clakity of computer keys and what they call my ‘whiny rock.’ They call it other things but I can’t hear them - by that point I’ve plugged in my head phones. Besides – At least I’m alone. Bright Eyes can whine and dine me. Drink me. I’m full of coffee! It’s great to have a big family, just – not all the time. If you’ve ever read the Weezie at books… I read them sitting and waiting at Virgin. I like their world. Not literary genius, maybe the whiny rock of paperbacks.

I just remembered – today is the Cure concert. Break a leg, Robert!