What happens when there’s nothing more to say? I reiterate the facts in more and more elaborate words. No matter – you still won’t be able to get through. Life gives you so many wonderful choices. Should I? Maybe not? But it tastes so good… and you decide. The decision isn’t the important thing in the sentence. You are.
I think I’m pretty forgiving.
I think I listen and understand.
I don’t think I hate anything really… but I *really* dislike it when people don’t take responsibility for their own actions. From small stupid bullshit, a purchase, maybe the wrong type of flour; this disresponsibility grows into not going after your happiness. If you bought the wrong type of flour – next time write it down! Don’t rely on the person who goes with you to the market to remember YOUR groceries. Then, life goes on. Being happy is very important to me. I don’t have time for anger, resentment, jealousy and other such nonsense! Let me be surrounded with freedom, beauty, truth, and love. (Baz has it so right!) How do people drag the muck into there lives and not want to soar brilliantly through the clouds? I understand a little depression every once in a while, things just aren’t going your way, ect… even deep depression – but for that someone better have died…(only in a few cases do I accept a broken heart.)
I’m just tired of feeling guilty for shit I didn’t do. Get off your ass and find what your looking for, do what your suppose to do, be who your suppose to be – no one can do it for you! You have to do it for yourself! You can live vicariously up to a point… Take responsibility for yourself. Live life. Be happy. Everyone deserves to be happy. EVERYONE!

shopping again today - for my sisters - I still have no jacket. to small. to big. or just not cool enough...
I'm moments away from watching Kill Bill II. I've purchased chips and dip for the occasion. Quentin....yum....
...I'm really beginning to like this Uma. Now Angelina I loved right off the bat... but Uma's growing on me...
nice uneventful day.
walk walk walking.
more flirting fun - it's a shame that's not what I'm looking for.

when i go to sleep at night - i dream. apparently not many 'adults' do. of everyone. of everything. im a prophet. im mad. simply.

Yesterday I went to see The Village. M.Night, if you ever need a mistress - though I know you'd NEVER cheat on your wife. I got all gussied up. I got "checked out." I checked out a few muffins - I know, I know... save some room for later...*wicked wicked grin*....(when YOU spend years of being sick and average and metamorph into a sex goddess ~ you can tell me to calm down...)

People talk about these dreams where their back in school - naked. I have those except I'm not naked, I'm just never wearing pants... ever. I was back in the fourth grade, Mr. VanSteen was at the chalkboard. And there I was with no pants. Essay time, and I'm the dork that likes them.
Students take one and pass it back... I've given you a few resource pages about the topic and... begin...
I leaf through pages about satellite systems, the internet, how books are made, magazine clippings about the same, I remember looking out the window and seeing other kids playing in the school yard.
Your topic: What is the best type of communication?
Between two people, human contact is a glorious declaration of our abilty to communicate.
...I turned that in...

And... I don't intend on waking up, but I was thinking about putting on some pants.

10 things you always wanted to know about Sex!

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! (unless ya kinky)

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilliser in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain. (guess that ever safe "not tonight honey I have a headache" won't cut it anymore...unless u guys are into the hard-f*cking)

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

Okay so Atlanta Bread… cute guys and the old lady version of Christian – Ha! I completely had forgotten about that and my sister started playing with her boy toy’s digital camera. This older lady was in A.B. and taking digital photos from a little table while her husband carried the food over I thought… hummm… I wonder if Christian does that...

Photographers do it in dark rooms!