did . it . ever . get . so . hot . you . stoped . to . think . and . you . stoped . thinking . air . condish . frozen . over . must . wait . hours . till . turn . it . on . alone . in . house . did . not . want . to . attend . horror . nights . chicken . shit . grin . now . melting . headed . for . shower . no . one . here . cept . for . us . chickens . no . REALLY!

So by now we all know I’ve had a wee bit a trouble sweeping – I mean sLeeping…so last night I actually fell asleep around two woke up approximately at eight. (You have no idea how much deleting, retyping, more deleting and write’n again so readers will be able to decipher these symbols I’ve put in this typeface.) Yesterday I got semi-emotional of a Walgreen’s commercial. I need to stop watching TV…

The Point: When I do get a bit of sleep… I have these wonky dreams. Last night I had a bad dream I can’t even remember what it was. The other day I dreamt about my old house in Chicago (the 112 year old Victorian,) funky ghosts. Books falling out of moving vehicles. I dreamt my puppy (of 13 or so years,) died. I don’t want anything bad to happen! I just feel a little upside down.

Maybe I need a job? A new hobby? *HA!* how many more hobbies does someone need? Obviously one or two more! … help me ronda help help me ronda…. Who the hell is ronda????

My head just exploded.

I got contacts.

Thoughts for the day: How would one of those mega hall CD holders work as a picture frame…*thing*?
I want pictures of all my friends and compadres – partners in crime, if you will, hanging on my wall next to where I go to sleep. Or more importantly. Wake up. I feel so far away from any of my lovers! I want the people I care about around me – especially now. I’m lonely. Suffering for my art…. Even though I’m still deciding what my art is. If you have a picture – SEND IT TO ME! Send me a picture of your pet Venus Fly Trap! Everyone you know – people you don’t… as long as all names are prominatly displayed behind the photo… currently I have a picture of Christian, his tree, my family, and Conor Oberst. I 'have' a picture of Ryan... old old old one. I have old pictures of Jeremy - Anthony - Adam... I can't think of who else but I want new ones!

I'm a pain ain't I!

Quilt update: I now have a Cure shirt to cut up AND a Phantom Planet shirt... *yay* still need nice muscial fabric....I shopped for some last weekend too.....no dice...

**~Long Survey~** (w/ good grammar and decent, unique questions)
Created by donttalktome and taken 1237 times on bzoink!
The Basics and Some Personals
Name:	*Natasha* at the moment....
Age:	24 and almost three months
Shoe Size:	CONVERSE!
Height:	5'3" and a half
Weight:	155lbs (at the moment)
Pants Size:	11 and getting smaller...
Shirt Size:	...mediumish
Innie or Outie?	...innie...
Love Questions
Are you in Love?	...always...
Are you single or taken?	single *sigh*
If single, for how long?	almost six months? i think...
If taken, for how long?	had been - hopefully not anymore!
If taken, by whom?	i like musicians... artistic types
Do you like guys or girls?	strickly dickly...i like guys, i LOVE guys...
What do you think about Sporty guys?	hockey...SURE!!!
Smart?	*yum* only funny need apply...
Dorky?	*yummier*
Popular?	*eww*... what kind ? is that?
Your Favorites
Kind of Food:	cherry flavored PEZ! chips and dips, appetizers
Color:	certain pinks, greens, 3 a.m. black, chrome, iridecent
Song:	right now... Spooky (Santana); Mint Car (the Cure); the Rainbow Connection (
Band:	Bright Eyes, Format, Eels, Our Lady Peace, Erasure
Singer:	Poe, Rhett M., Ben K. Lorrenna McK.
CD:	Wild Mood Swing; Hello; Daisies of the Galaxy; Gravity
Kind of Music:	independent, world, celtic...
Animal:	*rrrrreeoooowwwwwww* platypus?
Place to be?	...with someone i love...
Vacation spot:	...on a cruise with someone i love!
Actor:	Johnny Depp
Actress:	Angelina Jolie
Comedian:	Demetri Martin!!!!
Soap Opera:	...*eh*...........no
Day Time Talk Show:	Ellen
Game Show:	Jeopardy????.....
All Around Favorite Show:	Joan of Arcadia
Drink:	*real* strawberry lemonaid
Restaurant:	at the moment, the Olive Garden
Number:	Three
Letter:	N
Word:
Your Short Opinion on..
George W. Bush:	village idiot
Gay Marriage:	if anyone would ask me I'd be the groomsman!!!!
Rocketing Gas Prices:	buy a bike....
Minimum Wage ($6.75):	raise it....
Drunk Driving:	*tisk tisk* get help... lots of it...
Legal Driving Age:	i need a car...
Anorexia:	poor things....
Mary-Kate and Anorexia:	*huh*
Lindsay Lohan (18) and her 23-year-old boyfriend:	You go girl!
Young Marriages:	i don't believe in marriage - looking forward to living in sin!
Young Parents:	even LESS.....
Pregnency without a Marriage:	do you love the kid?
Telemarketers:	poor things...
Pop Quizzes:	*muaaaaahaaahaaaaa*
This Survey:	s'okay
Label Your Friends!
Loudest:	Ryan
Quietest:	Jeremy (but this could be because I think I know Christian better)
Nicest:	it's a tie between Christian and Elise
Person who doesn't think before they speak:	Ryan
Outspoken:	Anthony
Annoying:	when i send someone something and they don't tell me they at least received it!
Popular or has best chance of becoming popular:	Jeremy seemed to be North; Meagan North squared; Christian, South; Elise is the center....
Best Dressed:	all of them except for me~!
Worst Dressed:	that would be me *grin*
Sweetest:	Evelyn; Elise
Giving:	Christian; Elise; Evelyn; Heather; Akiba
Selfish:	Ryan
Ungrateful:	I'm not that mean...
Social Butterfly:	Anthony; Eric; robin
Will be crowned Most Likely to Succeed by their class:	robin; Christian; Rachel
This or That
Soda/Punch	*pop*
Sour/Sweet	both...
Summer/Winter	Winter - and Halloween
Christmas/Thanksgiving	Easter ~ Spring
Easy/Challenging	Challenging
Light/Dark	Shadow
Sun/Moon	Stars
TV/Movies	Movies
Out with Friends/Out with Family	friends but I'm friends with my family
Cat/Dog	DOGGIES!!! DOGGIES!!! PUPPIES!!!
Penguin/Dolphin	Penguin...
Book/Magazine	both
Last Questions about the Survey
Did you like the survey?	i guess
Would you reccomend it to a friend?	i guess
Where will you put your results?	blog?
Thanks for coming...	thanks for having me!
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this is me at the moment... or last night anyway. alright so maybe a little at the moment. i got some sleep yesterday! i dreampt that my moms car trunk pop'd open and our library books fell out in the middle of the road, i woke up as i told her...

Why is it that so many people are loseing their belief in love? I keep reading, seeing, overhearing, (experience'n!) all this anti-love... not hate mind you, just anti-love. Everyone is loseing hope! WHY?!

It's there... it is.
I think I'm going to have to hang out with Christian and Elise for a dinner or something. I don't want to impead (sp?) on your time guys - just hear something other than 'o woe is me...'

Love is the greatest feeling in the universe, why, HOW could you even question that FORCE, those actions - half of it is a biological responce *so* YAH IT'S THERE!

.... love love love, above all things I believe in love,
... love is like oxygen ...
..... love is a many splendid thing ...
.... love lifts us up where we belong,
... all you need is love ...

do you think 'crackhead' is in the phonebook?

Okay people who need to read about a life more boring than theirs! That hurra(coke)caine just passed by... I learned how to play 'hearts' - played the WORST game of spades in my LIFE... and I bound a book. (I made the covers' out of electrical tape cardboard and fabric with printed typed letters all over it. I cut up some white computer paper my mom brings home, thus a body? What do you call that middle *stuff*? ha, anyway... and PAGES, pages? thats it? THAT was the awesome word I looking for???? *my mind?!* oh and I bound it... put them all together with string...)

did I mentioned I am looseing it?

yah - so

I was reading other people blogs and some people can say things in three sentances and their life is, IN THREE SENTANCES, more exciting than mine... and other people just explaining and commenting on days past and nights and days and oodles more to say than I. These people rock... I'll live vicariously through them! The Format tomarrow.... The Fifth Element today... ?i think i need some new hobbies. Now that I'm better my mind workes overtime... OVER OVER OVER VERO EROV ROVE OVER... I can think but everything muddles cause there is so much I need to do... (and yet all I wanna do is sit on my keister?)

Do you watch Joan of Arcadia? Usually the second season showes tend to calm down. The write'n goes just a bit and they wanna follow the outline of last season especially cause... if it works why mess with it?
didn't luc besson write the fifth element at 16?
right - Joan - I cried... the season premire and I CRIED! it was so good....... I wish I could explain this show as well as Jeremy or Christian or write a song about it like Ry.... something?!!! I don't think I'll ever do it that kinda of justice.... my head hurts - still havn't slept... well a little this afternoon drempt something about clearance items at Walmart...