i'll be the one with my heart in my lap

*listening to 'This Boy' as sung by Sean Lennon and Rufus Wainwright with Robert Schwartzman* found at Achtung Baby!*

this person also has an amazing quote, "Next to the wound, what woman make is the best bandage"...(Jules Barbey d'Aurevilly)

It's new years - resolution list...
Needs:

1. Be myself - unlike others, I know who I am - I also know I change, if only I could find someone that could keep up!

2. Focus - artistic endeavors, school, truly listen to what people have to say, stargazing...

3. Help - give and ask

4. Poetry - Listen, write, read, inspire, life - *lyrics included!*

5. Create on a whole new level - *FINISH MUSIC QUILT* ...need rhettmillershirt, need brighteyesshirt(FEB 8th), need to find backing that rocks!

6. Have fun! LOTS OF IT!!!

7. Learn to cook something new.

8. Get in shape.

9. Clean my room.

10. Keep it clean.

11. Learn to belly.dance...

12. Meditate more...

13. Travel to at least three places I've never been...

Wants:

1. Become self sufficient. (I don't need to... just yet...)

2. Buy a lap top. (FRIV.OL.ACITY!)

3. Buy a web cam. (And not use for something kinky!)

4. Purchase a small digital camera.

5. Become a wine connoisseur...
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Okay - that's not enough, but an interesting start no less!

but there is so much more...
like quoting famous anythings - falling in love - keep up with my vow of buying only cute/sexy underwear - wings.wings.wings - forgive.ness - *sigh* - cry more - laugh more - cry less - laugh less...

grow