I just spent close to half hour finding a matching color to sky. Desktop hues and timbre on a computer screen, looking for a blue that wasn’t melancholy. The beat goes on my friends, I went with pink. The sky matches the nail polish I’m wearing. The pink matches the other nail polish I’m wearing. The Oberst photo matches my tini-bopper passions. Silvers, blues, and pinks… light and as chrome as digitally possible.

And because I’m me… maybe it’ll last a couple weeks before I decide a black screen with white words popping out at me is more subtle. Yah… subtle.

I sent the Format to a friend. They are her new gods. Why does it feel like I already said that? I guess I feel like I’m on repeat. For literary emphasize I was going to type that sentence over, three times. (My favorite number!) I don’t cut and paste – just retype. Speaking of, I’m trying to learn how to type without looking at the keys. Words I always use are really easy to type – or and at looking without but, words like trustworthy, I have to look at the keys to type correctly. If I learn how to do this – I could type as fast as I think… I think… that would make it easier to use the computer to write – stories and poems but it’ll never replace the journal. Can’t paste my movie tickets and draw little hearts and stars on my computer screen… well okay so I could but eventually the screen would get a little hard to read! I still haven’t found a new journal either. I usually switch before I finish the last page – but that’s another story and shall be told at another time…

I go read things other than my own pretentious words now…. Damn megalomaniacs…

*hee hee hee*... that used to be my favorite word! megalomaniac...