Tomarrow I'll be on a plane headed for my kinda' town. That'e where I started all my crazy dreaming. I had a dream I was a superhero! (Last night!) Ever seen Hellboy? It was like Selma Blair's character, I could control and light myself on fire. I made an energy ball and when I stopped concentrating it dissipated. There were two rings involved. The second gave me more power. It's been six months since I got my stem cells back. It still amazes me ~ I had a freaking stem cell transplant. I was sick. Now I'm better. I've had a difficult time but I can't wait to get a menial job again. Go to bar, maybe get a little drunk. I've had enough drugs though - trust me maybe much better than what you can find on the street! I've had some that were worse. Since I was 16, I've been *sick girl.* I'm hopeing my nurse and doctor give me the okay to live again. My whole fucking life has been on hold for... eight years! I'm excited. Sad... there are still issues I'll have to deal with when they get here. My middle name, Serious Fucking Issues. I should finish packing. I'm glad Christian isn't sick. I'm glad Elise is happily anticipating her trip to New York. I'm glad Anthony wants to go shopping with her. I'm glad Jeremy is opening his heart to new experiences. I'm glad Ryan at least calls me. I'm glad Akiba has turned crafty. I'm glad I can battle with Heather about Garden State.
I want to reinvent myself. (But keep all that glad...)