…why can’t i sleep? – sleep is so nice…. i miss it…..
i think my brain is making up for the hangovers i never had

So i think everyone knows i’ve never been a music junkie – i never even needed a a fix of the Cure…. (i like the way that sounds *hee hee*) last time i was in Chicago i started jonesn’ for music – my music – something i listen to. ANYTHING. Thank goodness Akiba and Heather listen to same music i do and we didn’t even finish high school together. (It’s things like that that make us connect, and again, and again, and again…)

It’s just 80’s music…

Okay so sometimes there is a couple less synthesizers – but the lyrics are there. The need to support your music from the fans. I’m surrounded by t-shirts – black eyeliner – and boys in nail polish. (and i love boys in nail polish! *especially black*) Thankfully, the mullet isn’t making a comeback – but boys still have this longish disheveled looks that is adds to mystique and fascinating. Even Bowling for Soup can see this 80’s thing going on! Clothes… Robert Smith appearing on misc. albums – COME ON … no one is going to take you seriously in those clothes!!! (‘cept the other muffin that came to see the same band.) Not that i mind the girl next to me with a Molly Ringwald complex, i adore the eighties. This is why i made the connecting, my truth.

i heard a rap song today (this is how tired i really am!) that gave praise to his female. He asked her to forgive him… in ‘rap.’ i was so stunned i listened to the whole song. The only thing I remember about past rap is ‘I like big butts…’

i wish a good teen angst – Hughes – film was in the making. i would anything for such a film… yup, just about ANYTHING… i wouldn’t even mind a revamp, i don’t think i’d call Garden State a revamp… *shrug* not really……………………..to much focus on one character………..(though I'd do anything for a Garden State type film as well... and if Braff boy asked!!!!! ANYTHING!)

i am a love junkie though.... and i need a fix.....