I’m very into lyrics.
…went to the porch to have a thought….you still got your words you still got your friends……my thoughts were so loud…and we’ll aLl fLoAt On OkAy…… Modest Mouse likes to float. I like that. I really like that. Ryan once asked me, “Who pays attention to the lyrics first?” I do. But I love sha do’s and la la la’s. Clapping. Who knows why I like clapping. (Maybe it’s a left over Sesame Street thing?) This morning I woke up with the worlds smallest mohawk. After chemo it’s exciting to think you have enough hair for a mohawk. It looks freak’n hysterical. After chemo is the best time in a persons life. You really find out, you know… your heart is truly full of hope, the actual sensation. I’m going to get better. It’s a lot like falling in love.
Sun: 1. self-luminous gaseous sphere about which the earth and other planets revolve and which furnishes light, heat, and energy for the solar – whoa…
I did not just hear that….if lifes not beautiful without the pain well I just would rather never ever see beauty again…. Oh my little mice… why would you say that…..no no no no no no no…. *sigh* system: it is the star nearest star nearest the earth 2. any star that is the center of a planetary system 3. something like the sun as in warmth, brilliance, splendor, ect. It’s also a type of plant, a type of hemp. Star: 1. any of the luminous or self-luminous heavenly bodies seen as points of light in the night sky 2. a conventionalized flat figure having (usually five or six) symmetrical projecting points, regarded as a representation of a star in the sky 3. any mark resembling such a figure, often used as an award, symbol of rank ect. 4. same as asterisk 5. regarded as influencing human fate or destiny.
Did you know people used to think certain emotions came from your spleen? Ever read Spleen and Ideal? Damn… I can’t believe I forgot who wrote that! That’s why I bought Dead can Dance, it’s a band. When I went to go buy the cd I went home with two… Spleen and Ideal and Into the Labyrinth. They were sitting on the rack waiting for me. DCD named themselves after the instruments, they wanted to prove ‘dead’ instruments can still make people dance.
When I really like the lyrics and the music – I make music videos for the song… my own secret music videos. There all in storyboard form. I was the layout editor for my elementary school journal, literary collection – same for freshman year in college.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISE!!!